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FIREWORKS WERE GREAT!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD

hmmmmmmmm. dont knw la. everytime i try to initiate something i get rejected. lol. think cause i kinda nearly always reject or dont give a definite answer also x: yikes. daryl if you're reading this. I'M SORRY!!! i told you i cldnt go right? but yupp hope you enjoyed it as much as i did! haha. cause i was complaining and complaining last night, wilfred volunteered to go with me lol and he gt a lousy quality video of the whole fireworks display! nice! it's really vvvvvvvv nice! gt those interesting fireworks nv seen before one!!

badminton tday was CRAZY. hahha. but it was fun! haha in the end during maths tutorial, lao po, lao po qing jia and i couldnt even hold our pens properly q: but we shld play more often! haha i feel ~~a little~~ fitter alr! (:

told my dad some stuff which i think i shldnt have said. grrrr. think i shall learn to really be less frank and agressive! x:

tried writing the reflections thing. chamber one is nearly complete. the other two i'm brainstorming for points before i write. sat next to my little girl tday during physics! haha and well. she's right. shld put reflections on top priority, before doing tutorials and revision.

i'm starting to dread going to school. WHY CANT I STUDY IN PEACE

yay! i finally managed to catch lao po on gmail! hahaha and we're chatting nw! hmmmmm. hope charmaine can magically appear nw or something!! haha but i guess she's at piano class x:

hmmmmm. shall go slp soon! gt some youth forum cip thing tmr morning. that's all!

spontaneous processes are irreversible

and i dont knw what happened can. zzzz. i nearly gt banged dwn while walking home tday. was just thinking about everything and walking in the middle of the road listening to some chinese pop music. then i heard a loud HORN. and i turned around to see a black car just behind me. it was so scary. i ran to the side. grrrr. so malu. hw i wish i cld just find a corner and huddle my knees(correct expression?) and just think about everything without having to worry about wasting time :l i know once i sit in that corner, i wont want to leave x: gosh. i sound like a psycho nw. yucks. i think the stress is definitely building up. i really hate to see everyone mugging so hard and playing less :l okayy. maybe hate is too strong a word. it's just really vvv strong dislike :l i want to continue going for lectures and tutorials and pe lessons and trainings and practices and studying for cts but NOT some huge exams like prelims and A lvls. rahhhhhhhhhhh. dreamland again. :l

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random random stuff again!

oh yes! happy birthday yan shan and yan qing! hope you like the present! (:

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